6 .

Wednesday, April 29, 2009 @ 3:38 PM

I just don't want people to think that I'm just the way I am .
I could be very evil if you want me to .
I'm just refraining from being the old .
Worst still , that's bad .

Examinations are coming and yet , I still could have the hopes to leisure around . Crap Homeworks are piling on my study desk , asking me to complete them fast . I'm kind of lazy .
Just glad that tomorrow is the last day of school for the week . I can sense relaxation coming .
Relaxation is coming baby .

I just don't get it , why are my friends stressing while I'm not ? Am i slacking ?

Fadilah , you better get off from the chair now and start doing your homeworks . Shoo !

Manageable .

Tuesday, April 28, 2009 @ 5:49 PM

It has been ages since I last talk to [K] .
That's great !
We've nothing to talk about , serious .

Days weren't that great .
Mid-year starting next Thursday .
I'm struggling to survive .
Chiong-ing all my homeworks which were like due-d for weeks ??
What crap ??
Sigh .
9 papers to take which I'm just aiming for 4 Distinctions .
Crap!

Malay : Peribahasa
Malay Lit : Everything
Social Studies / Geography : Chapter 2 and 3 / Chapter 6 and 7
E. Maths : Chapter 1 , 2 , 3 , 4 and 9 .
POA : Chapter 1 to 7 .
A. Maths : Chapter 1 to 4 .
Chemistry : Chapter 1 to 7 and 11
Physics : Chapter 1 to 7
English : I wonder .


So , How to survive ??
I'll post if I've completed my revisions .

It has just begun .

Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @ 9:08 PM

I played , like finally .
I just take it that it's the beginning .
There are still a lot of opportunities for me .
I've to train very hard for this .
I can't be always be the one who will play when the score is quite far .
I want to be the one on court , playing all the games , no matter whether it's easy or hard .
I want to be the one on court , fighting hard to score , no matter whether the score it's close or far .
I want to be the one on court , perspiring beads of sweat , sharing the sorrow or joy after every game .


All these will happen if I train extra hard , making sure that my basics are perfect .

It's a must for me .

Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 4:43 PM

I need to be fully recovered by tomorrow because I want to play for tomorrow's game . I would like to be one of the plyers , fighting hard till the end to get into finals . Tomorrow is the chance for me to be one of them , sharing our fighting spirits as I didn't get the chance previously . Just hoping that everything will turn out fine tomorrow .










Fadilah is returning back on court tomorrow . I don't know whether she has the stamina to play . Come on , she needs to stand for 10 minutes only .

I'll not flare up .

Friday, April 17, 2009 @ 1:45 PM

School as usual . I tell you , Geography is hard !
Well , had IFD today . The booth went well , Thanks everyone .
Walk-ed to bus stop with Chicken .
sorry ah thiam jie , maybe next time .
Bus-ed 13 and met Talia in the bus , walked home together .
Have to rush my Malay Lit homework today .
Oh yah , Congrats to Mdm Aisha for giving birth to a baby boy yesterday .
She'll be coming back 4+4=8 , on August . Heyhey , can celebrate Teacher's day with her . Haha .

Intense .

Thursday, April 16, 2009 @ 7:25 PM

Nice game against AMKSS . Though we managed to catch up at the third quarter , but nice game everyone .



Nice nice ?

Determination is what I need .

Wednesday, April 15, 2009 @ 5:39 PM

Gosh !
Having plus - one test tomorrow which I need to memorise 28points . In order to get 75% pass , I'v to score 21 ! Gosh !!
Hope mdm Chen's not coming to school tomorrow due to the drama SYF !
sadded .

You, you .
Don't talk to me at all !! I don't want talk to you ! Don't ever appear around me ! You sucks ! Get it ? You , a guy with two personality !!!!

Got to accept the reality , right ?

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 @ 7:52 PM

People have been asking why my stitches have become like what it is now ?
People have been asking me what if the eyebrow is disfigured ?
Nothing can be changed . I hoped I could turn back the time but obviously I couldn't .
I must be positive-minded .
All I've to do is to accept the fact , right ?
Instead , I should be glad that it was cut at the eyebrow .
Half eyebrow-less .
Haha .

It's abnormal .

Monday, April 13, 2009 @ 6:59 PM

Congrats to B div for winning the game today :D
Neh mind . Fadilah will be back on court in no time ! I don't care .
Rushing through my work now .
Sadded . My neck is kind of hurting .
Fadilah , stay strong !
Hmm , I'm still wondering why I cannot be under the sun ??

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Sunday, April 12, 2009 @ 7:57 PM

Schooling tomorrow .
Everything will be alright , YES !
Tomorrow is my day !
Wish me luck .

If I were you .

Saturday, April 11, 2009 @ 5:46 PM

I must be strong to face all this . I'm just glad that I'm alright now .
Gaining back the confidence to play again is hard . neh mind ah , maybe it's time for me to try out different things . Í may not be who I am in the past , but I'm still Fadilah :D . Haha .

Scar !

Thursday, April 09, 2009 @ 9:34 PM

I've removed the gauze yet I still could feel the pain from it !
And yahs,
Thanks To Yan Jiao for coming to my house to give me the grapes ! WOW ! Appreciate it a lot .
Thanks to my precious for the card . That's so nice of you .
Thanks to those who gave me their warmly hugs ! Haha .
To the team 112 , yah , your coach is injured ! LOL ! Thanks for the concerns , players .
To the Mustaqim's gang , I still can remember all of you loh , especially Ganesh .
To Thiam Jie , I didn't even have the intention to kiss the floor. Lmao .
To Vahini and Vernita , now then I realise how dangerous both of you .
To Astley , I didn't bang the wall ! I knocked off the ground !
To Siti , so sorry that your drama enrichments was kind of boring . ):

Did I tell you that I'm half eyebrow-less?? LOL !

Again .

@ 8:03 AM

Injured myself again , but this time at my forehead . ( I think I'm fated not to play for any competiton.)
Ambulance came and were sent to KK hospital .
HELP !
Though my forehead had been temporary bandaged , I could still feel the blood oozing . GROSS !
Reached , and had a check up .
While waiting for my name to be called , Blood started to bleed from the gauze .
Name called and went for another check up !
Doctor told me that I needed stitches and I went HUH ?
So , Gel-ed my forehead before doing a X-ray . X-ray so long !!!!
30 mins later , STITCHES !!!
I admit that before they stitched my forehead , I was already screaming and crying ! Scared mah .
Hold on to this one chubby nurse !
Hahas .
Miss Kang came and fetched me and Miss Susan Chng home . We had dinner together .
Home-d .
Note:You sure don't want to know how I fell . Gross !


Flashing back, I injured my ankle before North Zone and now , my forehead .
2 WEEKS OF NO PHYSICAL ACTIVITIES !!
DAMN !

Annw , Thanks to Miss Kang and Miss Chng . Thanks to Mr Gopal and Mr Chia . Thanks to my teamates , I'm okay le . To Kai Li , don't feel guilty . Accidents do happen :D . Thanks to whoever who helped in yesterday :D

I'm just hoping that I have the confidence to play netball again .

No reasons(?)

Saturday, April 04, 2009 @ 10:53 AM

I've been wondering , what do people want most in their life ??
Blahblahblah .
Seriously , I don't understand .
People , no matter guys/girls , cahanging .
What do they want exactly ??
Can life be anymore simplier ?


And yahs , I believe I'll be able to set-up a team . I'll face all those obstacles .

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