Another .
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 @ 3:18 PM
I've received my English and Phyics papers today . Disappointing , enough . Don't mention the marks . It's OBVIOUS , okay ?
What a day today . FAILURE !
I can't stand this FAILURE ! A failure is always a failure :( .
Everything is not my standard ! Not even a subject that I can even ace in it .
My hope for EOY is to be in top 15 ! Is that even hard ?
I've no one to blame , just myself .
I know I can do it , but I couldn't .
Oh for dumb dumb sake .
Listen up . I know I can do it . Means I can . I just have to be consistent . No more idling and slacking . I must give my best for every assignments . This time , I want to show Papa my report book . I want him to sign . Previously , I didn't even dare to show him my MOY paper , let alone my report book . I want my family to know that I can do my best , like my younger brother . I want to be the top of others . I can't simply let people to look down on me as a Top 20 student . I must find my way up there . I must independently revising and doing all my work . I must not copy people's work ! I need to ask when I'm in doubt . I'm Fadilah ! I must answer 'PASS' if people ask me about my marks ! I must not give up . This is not the END ! I must not let others say that I am not fit to be in the current class .
I really really need to start revising . I really really need to . I must do all my assignments for CA2 . I want my results to be better ! Yes , BETTER !
Byebye Vahini . Have a safe journey to India . Chicken , Kangaroo and I will miss you de . Faster come back hoh . I want bully you more . Must miss me , okay ? Haha . Only me , not the rest okay ? See you in Sepetember , very long :( .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN SEAH !
--xoxo,
Fadilah :D .
Fadilah :D .